Sundays will always be a special day of worship for Erin Kane, she's sure of that. Exactly what church you'll find her in, however, is still to be determined. “I believe very firmly in God, and my faith is very strong,” said Kane, a Union College senior and a native of Southington, Conn. “But I'm still in the process of deciding which community I'm going to belong to. I don't know which denomination I'm going to affiliate myself with.”

A double major in psychology and geology, Kane put together an online survey of Union College students regarding their feelings on spirituality and religion. Last week at the school's Steinmetz Symposium, she presented the findings of her project. “I worked with six or seven faculty and staff members here at the college creating the survey to come up with questions that were really relevant to the students,” said Kane. “I was happily surprised that 50 percent of our students said they would be interested in taking a religious studies class, so there were some encouraging results. But I tried to make sure the questions were easy. I wanted the students to finish the survey after they started it.”
Kane was also happy with the number of responses she got for her survey. “There were two other campus surveys that went out on the Internet that got about 350 responses and that was about music,” said Kane. “I said to myself, 'Well, my religion survey is not going to get that many,' but we had 307 respond so we got pretty close.”
Jason Slater, Web specialist at Union College and a 2002 graduate, assisted Kane with the survey and was also surprised at the large response. “I was a little bit hesitant at first because I thought some of the questions might overwhelm the students,” he said. “She asked about social betterment programs, God and the Holy Scriptures, and how the universe got put into motion, and some of the questions were very open-ended. It's not like the kids could just check a box. It was a long survey, but well thought out. She did a great job.”
PERSONAL QUEST
Kane had started asking questions about her own spirituality during her freshman year at Union. It was not a particularly happy time for her. “I like to believe that everything happens for a reason, but I was pretty miserable my freshman year here,” said Kane. “I was questioning why I was here and whether it was the right place for me, and I didn't have the kind of faith at that point that would be instrumental in giving my life meaning or purpose. I felt thrown into a situation, and I was getting desperate.” Kane was brought up Catholic and did join the choir at St. John the Evangelist on Union Street, right across from the campus, during her freshman year.
“I was a Catholic because it was tradition in my family, but I never was really concerned about the dogma or the ceremonial aspect of the church,” said Kane. “To me what was always more important was the message they were sending, and to me the services at Catholic churches weren't really speaking to younger people or dealing with real-world situations.” Kane made it through her freshman season, but she realized that something was going to have to be different her sophomore year.
“Everything around me was wrong, so I decided I needed to get to know myself better,” said Kane, who spent part of her sophomore year studying in Australia. “Spending a term out of the country, away from Union and more than just two hours from my parents' house, was the best thing I could have done. I was in such a negative frame of mind, I tended to think that circumstances defined my happiness. But
I learned that you can change your circumstances and still be unhappy. What you have to do is change yourself.” Kane came back to Union with a new attitude. “I decided I wasn't going to try to fit in, or camouflage who I was so I could be liked by other people,” she said. “I just relaxed, and became a stronger, more independent person. If your friends like you, then they like you. You have to be yourself.”
CHAPLAIN HELPS
Kane's journey at Union was made easier after she became acquainted with the Rev. Viki Brooks-McDonald, director of the Campus Protestant Ministry and interfaith chaplain at Union. “One of my friends told me about it and I said, 'Oh, I can't go, I'm Catholic. But my friend told me not to worry about it. I went to one of the weekly meetings and they were having an interesting discussion relevant to some of the things I was thinking about. I started going every week, and getting the opportunity to meet and talk to Viki like that really helped me. It was like having a surrogate family.”
For her work with the online survey, Kane received a small stipend in the form of a peer minister grant sponsored by Union's Campus Protestant Ministry and United Ministries in Higher Education, a national group formed in 1960 out of the previously existing United Campus Christian Fellowship. “It's been a joy to watch the unfolding of this wonderful young life,” Brooks-McDonald said of Kane. “Erin is a constant. You can always rely on her. For her grant, she was required to speak to me, theologically, about the project she was engaged in, and you could tell she was hooked on it. She's a bright, inquisitive young woman, and she came up with some very worthy questions.” Kane isn't sure just yet what she'll be doing after she graduates from Union in June.
“I'm a double major, so my interests are diverse,” said Kane. “I seem to like everything. But I'm going to find a job to get me through the summer and then start thinking about grad school for public policy or law.” Kane is hopeful her online survey may help to establish a religious studies program at Union. “You can get a minor in religious studies, but there's no department here at Union,” said Kane. “You have to hope you can fit the classes in your schedule whenever they're offered. But I think the survey showed there is interest. I think students do want to know about other faiths and other religions.”
Read More